>As we sit here alone,
All the memories of the years.. Turn to lonely tears
>How, we loved our "Pappa"
Our lives are incomplete without our "Pappa"
>He always would listen and understand,
He always was compasionate and loving.
>"Pappa" We love you
and you've always known it's true..
>If only we had one last chance, one last night, one last word,
We'd hold you and never let go.
>"Pappa", we will see you again,
and the time is only so soon.

Family

I've been reflecting on the past a lot, and I can't forget that who I am today is because of my past. January is approaching and so dawns the anniversary of a few people who have past away in my life.

"1985"

Opaline

I was organizing my cds and came
across this cd. The album entitled Opaline, by Dishwalla, is one of their most powerful cds. Dishwalla has been there through some of the toughest times in my life. Take a listen.
Candleburn

You bastard, what's wrong with you. Think straight, get focused, and walk that line. You know what you need to do, now go fucking do it.


Listening to: Losing my way

Finals

It's about 9 pm, Thursday Night.. And despite everything, I'm in a rather cheery place.. I guess closure, along with studying are a good mix.
Next phase in my life: Getting my PA.

Always

As I was cleaning out my old laptop, I found this song from back in 2004. I listened to this song for about 6 hrs straight, during a period of which I learned so much about myself. I remember a certain someone I spoke to that night.. Things were never the same from then on..
I wrote myself a letter that night


~Tonite~
My life flashes before my eyes..
I realize.. that everything plays a factor in my life
Life flows where it goes..
Altimatly.. who cares.. Just let it go...
Happiness is in anything and in everything...
Happiness is just a concept that can be conformed into anything..
Happiness lies in just living life.
Words can't express the meer fact of being alive..
Living life is about being alive..
and being happy.. is living life..
It's all relative in perspective.. if u think in perspective.. but altimantly, what is in perspective?
Just live life...
Why fight who you are.. fighting.. is just another form of running away.. to truely grasp something.. u have to except it..
don't fight who your are.. except who u are.. and move from there on in ..
Everything is a factor in everything and in anything...
Everything plays a role in everything... Altimatly.. don't fight life.. just let it go..
U are who u are.. and I am who I am..
If in life, your in my path.. Then you where put there for some reason..
If u want to fight that fact.. then fight it.. But either way you put it.. u are some factor in my life.. .....
These are the thoughts in my head tonight.. whether it is relavent to anyone or not.. the meer fact remains.. These are my thoughts.. and this is who I am..

That was an intresting night. Because of it, I know so much more about myself..

The song
great song

...the autumn mist clears. The twilight is revealed.

My soul gasps, and I plunge into the icy water.
Bloody, black shivers down my spine. The Roses fly, and Tears fall. Time stops, .. but only to peek. I call, but no one answers. I search, but I'm blind.

~MIA~

Vista

I received my copy of Microsoft Windows Vista Enterprise Edition the other day. Just finished installing it on my laptop.... Nice

On Going Evolution of My Studio

Phase 1 (Old House)

Phase 2 (Old House)

Current Phase (New House)

Pink Floyd Anyone?

Happy Birthday

It's almost been two years since I got
this bugger from the human society. I got him the day before Christmas.

Happy Birthday Shadow (Nov. 29, 2004)